If only someone knew how I felt ...

I just want to share my joy! Finally, I'm done with my finals! The past month has been pure hell. Massive assignments are really really strangling. At some point, I was having difficulties in coping with some major units. I couldn’t understand the Australian democracy etc therefore I had a little delay here and there. Emotional broke down and mood swung a good 360 degrees. I sincerely apologize to those I’ve yelled on and thanks for the concerns and supports throughout these period. I've been running to the library (Though not as frequent as my friends), which at the same time got pissed by my laptop due to its “merajukness”! It hangs whenever I switch it on.

I can't make regular meal patterns and eat far less than I should. I’m not a huge fan of instant food, but can you imagine I had them for dinner few days in a row? Or sometimes skipping breakfast and lunch. I was way too lazy to cook a better and healthier meal. Perhaps should I say I can’t afford to waste these times? Lol.

On a different note, I received a bad news from a friend. This pretty lady’s ex-boyfriend passed away few days ago. He and friends went picnic at the waterfall and as they enter the water, a strong gush of water tumbled them in. Three of them were swept away at the waterfall and drowned. I can’t stop tearing as I browse through the couple’s pictures. Those were beautiful memories. But why is God treating him this way? He is only 20! Why? Tell me how fragile one life is?

The feeling of lost love is painful. It’s one of the greatest fears in going through the rough patch in life. Guys, please appreciate your loved ones. Whatever it is, accident has happened and I’m sure those who have passed on wouldn't want to see us grieving over them? I pray that their soul will be at ease. R.I.P James Khor!

Love.